Dreaded Separation...

Melodramatic much? hehehe

I can't believe I only have one full week to go before starting work again *sigh* Serious can't imagine not spending 24/7 with Ryan... Eventhough I've started sending Ryan to daycare, he still spend a majority of his time with me. I will only send him to the Taska around 10am-11am and will pick him up by 4pm the latest.

My mum wants me to start sending Ryan using the normal time (8am-530pm) by next week to "biasakan" him with the time arrangement.I know my mum is making a good point, tapi tak sampai hati tinggalkan Ryan with the minders. I actually sat in the car and cried the first day I send Ryan to "school". Don't get me wrong the minders or we call them "ibu" are excellent. They took care of 2 of my cousins and they turn out great, but biasalah the attention is not the same with how you choose to take care of your own baby and I miss him when he is not around.The house feels so quiet without him gurgling and gagaing away. He is such a chatterbox. Kadang-kadang penat nak layan...

When he is with me, his routine will be like this:
Ryan will wake up around 6am - 7am for his "breakfast" and will usually snooze back till around 10am, which is the time of his morning bath, 10 laps in the tub and he will be a happy camper, pastu is our dancing/singing time. He is the only person in the world who love my singing so much that he will actually CRY if I stop. hahhahahha pastu bila he's tired, he'll feed and spend some ALONE time in his cot. By 5pm he'll make me carry him around the house sampai his daddy and atuk balik. 6.30pm bath time with Atuk and Daddy... I'm so gonna miss my time with my baby...

Benci... wish I could spend all my time with you but mummy have to work...