I'm having mixed feeling at the moment.
Can't wait to finally meet our little prince but at the same time not wanting the pregnancy to end. It's nice to have my little sweetheart with me all the time 24/7. It's weird but whenever I'm scared, sad or really pissed with things he's the source of my comfort. My little angel :)
On the flip side the same angel is also the cause of a lot of sleepless nights, back pain, nausea, swollen feet etc. I guess something got to give, right?
I've been given MC by my doctor starting from this week, but for some reason I still went to work today despite given the green light by my HOD to go off whenever I need too... Bored maybe? Entahlah but I guess I'm going to start my "holidays" soon. I have to take care of other stuff too... I'm taking a semester off from my LLM programme... so need to meet up with the course tutor and deal with all the administration process... I also need to start moving some stuff back to Klang *yeah*
I'm spending my confinement period at home :) Arrangement have been made. Hubby is going to be with me too... Hey, If I'm going to be awake tending to the baby, he better be there, after all it's his baby too... shared responsibility and all... haha but *insyallah* I think he's going to be a great dad :p
Anyway, I need some "me" time before the baby arrive. Need to make sense of some things in my life that does not involve other people... I'm going to become someone's mummy :) I'm a wife, a daughter, a friend etc but in the end I'm ME!! and I shall not lose myself in my quest to make the people around me happy...
P/s: I've stumbled on some extra $$$$ courtesy of mummy & daddy... so I'm thinking of getting something nice for myself as a year end present. Not in the mood for stuff like clothes, makeup, perfume,handphone etc...
A new camera? some bling2 that comes in the baby blue box??bags?? what do I want???